theres a fire blazing inside

as the flames scorch your heart it melts. you cant deny that.

sooner or later the ribbon will come untied and the gift will be opened

but its a gag gift. of course it is.

nothing with you is ever serious. nothing. the s'mores above the rocky pit are being burned just as fast as the body in the car.


but i hope youll be okay.

the bite was too big

im choking on you. and i cant breathe. ya know, you don't go down easily, and i don't think im going to make it after this last bite. you are too much to handle. too much to focus on. it makes my head hurt. like a stab in the chest you're always there. why are you so appealing? you arent even that wanted. but someone wants you more than i do. but i just hope they choke on you first.

concourse C

everything in moderation. except for you. i cant get enough of that drug that you supply me. the baggage claim has stopped. its mine now. you're mine now. but only if you take your seat 15 minutes before departure. its you that i want. its what you supply thats what we need. its a feeling of admiration that we are lacking. but you have it

its always you

an angel who sleeps near me. an angel who breathes the same air i do. an angel that i can see as if you were mine...

a love bigger than the earth

who do we love? why do we love? hmm...


you sit and think about that until your eyes and ears and brain are sealed tight with the night

"Find a safe place, brace yourself, bite your lips. I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles you've sipped back to your family 'cause I know you will be missed...."


fall out boy changed my life.

theres that feeling of loneliness
the feeling of being unloved
the feeling of not haveing friends

and i finally know why

last year i saw my friends all of the time and now...i dont see them at all


they are all gone and i never see them seeing as how i have no classes with the people i got to know

i miss you grant
i miss you carrie
i miss you george
i miss you clay
i miss you old times

If you ever get a chance, check out Walter Wood, an awesome skiier from Colorado. I swear that kid's gonna get to the Olympics one day. Walter, Ill aways love you and I'm so glad you're back! I missed you more than I can say, and I cried when you left. Welcome back bitchh!!

I try to wonder what's going on in his head whenever our eyes meet. It's like a place that I can't seem to get to, but only he can and there is no map to get there. Then sometimes I wonder if that place I hope is there, really is there. Like what I'm thinking, hes thinking too, but just doesn't want to say it. What's wrong with me? What's with this phalocentric world making me feel so under his level. Like the deciding factor is him and what he wants. I don't know if that makes any sense, but it does to me. In the long run I don't even know if it's you that I want. Is it the other one I've been watching for a while...or is it you? Something seems wrong with falling in love with one of your best friends. But is there anything wrong?