blind

you made me understand the debris will never go away
the pain will never heal
you alienate yourself
only to make it worse on me
ive tried
ive failed
what more can i do?
jealousy can only run through my head so much
i should start to run
and jump the hurdles, but you will only make me fall
you are all i think about
you are all i want to think about
i dont know what to do
bur just let me be
with you
"we are the real, the truth is unchangin'. this is the call to hearts that aren't beatin'"
oh.