failed that test

"you would look so cute together"
but thats what they always say
even though we are the same
we are so different
the green in your eyes tells a different story
than the green in mine.
and i want to know
if theres a way
to make the two collide
but i know you hate me now
even after the
"i wish our little fight never happened"
but you said
"it wasnt really a fight"
but its different now
and that wasnt the answer i was looking for
im giving up
and theres lies
and the tears i feel like crying are not going to
help.
she likes you too
and knows i love you
but doesnt know i know she likes you.
and i wish it was only me for once
after three years i gave up wanting that one
because i had no chance
and he knew.
now you know
and i should give up on you too now.
but for some reason
i cant
let go.