i'll take a side of you with that.

i was so wrong about you
everything was a lie
every time you inched closer
was only because you didnt have room on the other side
i thought you were so much better than you really are
hiding behind the dark hoodie
you lied to me
constantly
i thought you were smart
do i seem like the type
i believed you
i was blinded
but i still look for you
you will never know how fast it all gets around
i know what you say
but you will never know what i think of you
too much time to think
means the more i hate the way i love you
so you better pray for a damn busy week for me
so you dont lose one more
for the record
i was betrayed
but yet i wish i could get back to you
i fantasize about forgiveness
i dream about the kiss and make-up
really, only the kiss
but its too late
that night i wish i wasnt alive
i wish i had no keyboard
that bred every tear
every letter on "caps lock"
every hot rash on my chest
it was all for you
thats all it will ever be